Dragged myself to school, i hated tuesday( maybe shld rephrase that, i dont really like tue), because i dont like my grp, im being honest. well, yes i struggled this morning, how can i survive in my grp, God help help. i was finding reasons for not going sch, is so bad la..the people in my grp is ok, but the problem i have is that they dont do work, really pissed mi off la. last week, i was so pissed that i went home half way through (faci was shocked too). I managed to change grp today, the choice i made have consequences to it, ppl will start to make "noise". but im happy to make this choice because at least i can learnt something and not stress up myself on doing all the work by myself and there are ppl to divide the work load with mi..hee thkx ppl
Honestly speaking, i did show attitude la..but i think there is a limit to everything, it will not always be the one person giving and giving and giving. The person definitely be too tired of it la..thk God that im in RP, so i can change class every semster..haha..so when we are tired of facing each other (conflicts etc) is best not to be in the same class..haha
YEAH!!! God is so good la. I have 2 big kids previously and suddenly out of nowhere boom 2 more kids..im bless about that tho =) I didnt realise until i got fired today and im like er... okie, what can i say, since i was fired. But God is good enough to provide me with two kids in advance, so i will not be jobless. I dont know what to say abt Him, He is soooo good to me..thkx DAD !!! the big kids i taught are kind of stressful for me, because i do not have experience and starting to teach at such a high grade is gonna kill me tho, if without HIM i wldnt be able to go through. I really very scared la, they are so hardworking and the aspectation of their mum is like super high. I did try my best through the 3 weeks, although it is short but i learnt alot through it la..how to prepare my work all that stuff..lalala ( is not easy to prepare k) now im more confident to teach the small kids, they are so cute. kristal said im paedophile, BUT im NOT!!! haha
there are so many things, happened in a day..quite an exciting day for mi...hehe thkx God that He is there for me, or else i die la
Counting down to my holidays, 6 more days to go...
