what a "long long" holiday..haha..yes im back from batam =) have a wonderful time there

i just want to go there to recharge myself, pretty tired of all those things that im doing..need rest and comfort. the day before i went there i have flu and sore throat, really feeling super sick, i hate to go for conferences or camps where im sick, was thinking should i dont go im like dying here already, i cant imagine what will happen if i was there, from my previous experiences,im pretty sure the fever is coming since all the symptoms already here..thank God that the fever didnt come. yeah!!

dragging a sick body there, isnt fun, is really terrible =( feel even more sick. BUT despite of all my sickness, i really enjoyed myself. he shows me and reminded me that his powerful hands are in control of everything, being able to heal and showing me miracles, it just like WOW to me again, so real and i just cant resist him, i want more and more of him..pretty greedy right, i dont care, i just want more of him..haha..although my sickness is getting worse each day, im glad that he saw me through the conference. yes i survive.

today im quite awake, dont know why too..haha..by right should be super tired, will be like zombine..heee..although im physically tired but spiritually fed and on fire..hehe..i must commend on the hotel bed, is really good, first time im outside, i can sleep like pig *dead pig* i should say, record breaking man. is really rare, because i will be a light sleeper outside.hmmm..good good, so yes i slept really well for the past two days..kind of fullfilled my aim in going there =P

still sick now, cough and sneeze and headache, i think tomorrow somehow i will collapse and the fever will knock on the door. Aaaaahhhh!!! NOOooooo