Honestly, i found that the Toa Payoh air today is horrible, i really dont know how to describe it, is like polluted or something, i cant even breathe in the car la. I was like am i gonna die half way, oh gosh and jam all the way, dying already. Breathe really hard, trying to take in as much fresh air( healthy air) as possible, whatever way it doesnt help, i didnt notice till my dad told me, a sick person can even feel it. Finally, reached Sengkang, what a relief, breathe breathe breathe. hmmmm...not that fresh but is much BETTER than in Toa Payoh.

Yeah!!! tomorrow no school *claps* routine and routine again, i always wonder when can all these things stop, i really mean STOP. When im dead i guess, i'm sick and tired of it. AH!!! Well, i guess im gonna be jobless again, not really jobless but losing a student is equals to a cut of my pay. It's pain enough though, sob sob..requesting a break for one month oh my, really dont know will she continue the next year. It has categories under my "GOODBYE STUDENT LIST". sign. This thought came back again, argh i hated it. I'm really sad after hearing the news. Come to think of it, maybe God has bigger plan for me, teaching isnt what i want though, but to earn some allowance and gain experience. It is really walking by faith that he will provide all my needs. Counselling, talking to people, knowing their lives are what i'm passionate about, i sort of love to do it.

I'm holding on, because i believe you will bring me through like how you bring my parents through =)