Start of my freedom, was planning to get some rest as usual but seems like I'm packed with lots of activities. Still thinking should I work or should I just rest, sigh hate making decisions. Is either pushing all away or being nice to accept all or may be some. How I wish I have lots of time to spare for all but the truth is I don't have any.
Am I willing to give up something that cause me nothing but drain me off or should I just be selfish by not giving up anything and cause people to feel sad? I really dont know, I always felt so guilty to reject people but what do people think?
Just leave me alone.